wrote this a long time ago....
Been spacing out lately. i'm Lost in space, it seems. Like how one can zap out of a moving gyroscope? one minute i was in there spinning in perfect balance and in harmony with my x and y axes. but before i knew it..... i was drifting out of my orbit. and there i go--- just rambling about. wandering about. straying.....?
I don't know. I see all these wonderful planets and stars surrounding me all around. Awed at the sight of these "heavenly bodies". I wonder, can they see me at all? do they know i'm watching them? Suddenly i was too glad to be here alone with the stars... thinking that if i haven't been out of that crazy gyro nobody would admire such magnificence. what a waste, huh? it's just there and nobody's looking at it?? It must be lonely out here.
So, there i was. Enjoying my sole time with "my universe". I can even hear them talking to me. Laughing with me. And it was me "my universe" was smiling at. As in, ako lang. And i was happy for a while that i was spewed out of that stupid gyro anyway. geeez, louise. Actually, it wasn't because i was able to take a break i am ecstatic about. But the time alone with "my discovery" i have grabbed for my own.
It's not exactly that i am the only one happy here, mind you 'no? The stars seemed to be as happy that i was stupid enough to let go of my super dooper gyro grip just to be there. And say mo? I didn't miss my fastpaced stabilizer. I even thought of shifting jobs ano ka? find an h1b sponsor out in the interstellar belt sa kabilang galaxy or something. And feeling ko, parang mas kailangan ako dito. Parang kawawa naman mga stars na'to walang kausap.
Anyways, it didn't take a while for me to realize that stars talk to each other pala. The planets were more friendly. Hehehe. I just didn't see them talking lang pala.
Oh well. They talk naman pala eh.
And so, my journey (akala ko ba i was just drifting out in space? eh, bakit journey ka na jan ngayon?) came to an end when i felt this dragging surge yanking me back from where i started. balik sa gyroscope. i guess, in and out of this stupid thing, i'd get my bearing anyway. with or without outside forces. at rest or in motion. whatever.
now, syempre, i'm again in this gyro. actually.... experiencing motion sickness naman. Yun bang, i can see all things moving around me but i don't want to move? huh? hindi ba motion sickness yun? i'm sick of motion pala.
mak
08.25.01
1259am
i wrote this for my partner in cyberlife. i miss him na.
Been spacing out lately. i'm Lost in space, it seems. Like how one can zap out of a moving gyroscope? one minute i was in there spinning in perfect balance and in harmony with my x and y axes. but before i knew it..... i was drifting out of my orbit. and there i go--- just rambling about. wandering about. straying.....?
I don't know. I see all these wonderful planets and stars surrounding me all around. Awed at the sight of these "heavenly bodies". I wonder, can they see me at all? do they know i'm watching them? Suddenly i was too glad to be here alone with the stars... thinking that if i haven't been out of that crazy gyro nobody would admire such magnificence. what a waste, huh? it's just there and nobody's looking at it?? It must be lonely out here.
So, there i was. Enjoying my sole time with "my universe". I can even hear them talking to me. Laughing with me. And it was me "my universe" was smiling at. As in, ako lang. And i was happy for a while that i was spewed out of that stupid gyro anyway. geeez, louise. Actually, it wasn't because i was able to take a break i am ecstatic about. But the time alone with "my discovery" i have grabbed for my own.
It's not exactly that i am the only one happy here, mind you 'no? The stars seemed to be as happy that i was stupid enough to let go of my super dooper gyro grip just to be there. And say mo? I didn't miss my fastpaced stabilizer. I even thought of shifting jobs ano ka? find an h1b sponsor out in the interstellar belt sa kabilang galaxy or something. And feeling ko, parang mas kailangan ako dito. Parang kawawa naman mga stars na'to walang kausap.
Anyways, it didn't take a while for me to realize that stars talk to each other pala. The planets were more friendly. Hehehe. I just didn't see them talking lang pala.
Oh well. They talk naman pala eh.
And so, my journey (akala ko ba i was just drifting out in space? eh, bakit journey ka na jan ngayon?) came to an end when i felt this dragging surge yanking me back from where i started. balik sa gyroscope. i guess, in and out of this stupid thing, i'd get my bearing anyway. with or without outside forces. at rest or in motion. whatever.
now, syempre, i'm again in this gyro. actually.... experiencing motion sickness naman. Yun bang, i can see all things moving around me but i don't want to move? huh? hindi ba motion sickness yun? i'm sick of motion pala.
mak
08.25.01
1259am
i wrote this for my partner in cyberlife. i miss him na.
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