One Single thing I can't get off my mind...

for the past 5 years now. Everyday i remember this person. There's this one person who has been really, really, really GOOD to me and i kinda didn't get the money to pay him back all these time. Everyday, i feel BAD that i can't pay him off. EVERYDAY. He might have thought i have forgotten my obligations to him... but believe it or not, it's a thorn in my flesh. What's sad is that i can't get enough courage to tell him exactly this because i am disgusted of myself.

What will i do with my Stimulus Package money? I will send the whole amount to him. I know it's not enough but at least it's something. I wish he can forgive me. I am not sure how he thinks of me now... but i am really, really, really SORRY for how things turned out between us. We kinda just strayed away from each other... him because he probably didn't want to pressure me into paying him back... and me, because i am so ashamed to even talk to him because i have nothing to pay him back. Bakit ang hirap kumita ng pera? :(

Anyways....