this is a super vacation for me. thursday to wednesday, wala kaming work. i should've gone to LA. tsk-tsk. i was told we need to go back work on tuesday. haaayyy..... then kanina, i got a call, our office won't be ready until wednesday.

i wanted to work on some things, but my files are in my office comp. i wanted to try this flash mx software, but i forgot to copy the serial numbers.

funny. a lot of people already know that i'm going back to manila on june. at the most, september. two people wanted to takeover my car payments already. geeersh.

i'm having a hard time sleeping again. i just can't sleep. i find myself finishing a whole book na in one night. and still can't sleep. i end up staring at the blackness of my room that i can see most of what's inside my room already. my future despidida party keeps flashing in my head. the hardship i'll have in a different state if ever i do find another job. the familiar routine i'll be doing again in manila when i get home. i even dread the thought that i will be bumping into my ex again when i get back. those stuff. i was hoping i could talk to someone from a different timezone. anywhere. but-- wag na lang. don't want to wake someone up or bother them at work or something. there are a lot of things i want to talk about sana. but then again....

ang dami kong personal projects. i just don't know how to start.... LOL