what do you know? it seems like what i've feared most is now at hand. my last 6 weeks at work will be hell for me. shit! i knew it! i knew it!

i can't fully express what i feel right now but i am really pissed, angry and frustrated at my situation right now. i don't think anyone would want to trade places. shit! i don't know what i did to deserve this.

anyway, i haven't found a place to stay in LA yet. i haven't really given it much thought. plus, i don't have transportation when i'm there, so i'll probably find a room temporarily within walking distance to my workplace. i'm looking at some rooms in the internet.... but, i'm pretty scared of the kind of people i will be living with. shit! baka mga axe murderer. naka! LA pa naman yun. *scared* oh well..... whatever! i'll just have to be brave. nyehehe. *atapang na tao ata ako.* eto pa isang worry ko. no internet connection. baka mamatay ako.

i'm going down there tomorrow. someone offered to take me tomorrow so i can bring a few stuff na. then probably scout the area na rin. eto pa maganda... isang gwapo at makisig na lalaki ang nagoffer na i-drive yung UHaul or van na i'm going to rent sa july. wow! ang bait bait na.. ang gwapo gwapo pa. ;-) thank you, raf!

ah basta! mainit pa rin ang ulo ko!