a million and one things in my mind these days.
1. it's 2003. meaning i have 8 more months to decide whether i'm staying here in the us or not. well, not decide really, because a lot of things are not in my hands anymore.
2. i'm also going to be interviewed by this NY asian ad agency. i don't know when and how but i am keeping my fingers really crossed on this one because this is the perfect job for me... i think.
3. i don't want to jump with joy yet, but my slight depression is being taken away with this idea of a new job. i had a series of dreams of relocating without my car last night. *sigh* i had dreams of negotiating my career move during an interview. i had dreams of www.alimasag.com being shut down because of my decision to go back to manila because the interview didn't work out. i had a dream that a certain tanod was unhappy of how i interacted with..... nya. (hehe. secret identity.) i had a dream about not being able to cope with winter in NY. see? do you think i am being good to myself by unconsciously worrying?? hell, NO! :D
4. this is probably what stress is all about. and hell, YES... i am stressing out on this one!
geersh.... i don't mind going back home really.... but the thought of working with the same company is depressing me too much. arghhh!!
1. it's 2003. meaning i have 8 more months to decide whether i'm staying here in the us or not. well, not decide really, because a lot of things are not in my hands anymore.
2. i'm also going to be interviewed by this NY asian ad agency. i don't know when and how but i am keeping my fingers really crossed on this one because this is the perfect job for me... i think.
3. i don't want to jump with joy yet, but my slight depression is being taken away with this idea of a new job. i had a series of dreams of relocating without my car last night. *sigh* i had dreams of negotiating my career move during an interview. i had dreams of www.alimasag.com being shut down because of my decision to go back to manila because the interview didn't work out. i had a dream that a certain tanod was unhappy of how i interacted with..... nya. (hehe. secret identity.) i had a dream about not being able to cope with winter in NY. see? do you think i am being good to myself by unconsciously worrying?? hell, NO! :D
4. this is probably what stress is all about. and hell, YES... i am stressing out on this one!
geersh.... i don't mind going back home really.... but the thought of working with the same company is depressing me too much. arghhh!!
posted by Aisa at 4:07 PM
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