really! what's the point? what an endless struggle for relevance to an oblivious heart.

haaay... i can't sleep. it's 3am. my eyes are half closed but my mind keeps straying to some far yonder over lands and streams. numbed by flaky souls who trample on my wits and sanity. agh! dyusko, Lord..... bakit ganito ang nangyari? bigyan mo po ako ng kasagutan sa mga katanungan ko..... dyusko naman Lord, have mercy on me!**

**di ko malaman kung matatawa na lang ako..... haaay...... kanta na lang ako!

smile... though your heart is aching
smile... though your tooth is aching
smile... though you just ate dinuguan...

when there are clouds in the sky
you'll get by kasi it will rain
smile... maybe tomorrow you'll see the sun coming
shining through

smile... what's the use of crying?
you'll find that life is still worthwhile
if you'll just sigh

*sigh*

di ko alam lyrics. :D