Friday, February 21, 2003

some things lang:

:: adobe.com will stop its eportfolio site. i have nowhere to post my online porftolio. their services will end at the end of this month. need to do my own now and upload it to my free earthlink webspace.
:: miguel took out the sofabed from my room. i can't have sleepovers now.
:: doing moonlight jobs. i have to do 2 more printads over the weekend. tsk tsk tsk i'm too darn tired already. slept at 6am this morning to finish 1 of those 3 printads. then my client called at 9am because she can't open the file i sent her. i ended up uploading it on the web. then went to my real job at 1130am.
:: it's 517pm. friday. i want to go home na and sleep. i'm really, really tired.
:: i am bothered by F's indifference to me. i feel bad that he expects me to DO WHATEVER favor he asks of me. i know he has been a really good friend to me. he did try to make me comfortable and happy dito sa san francisco. he went out of his way to do stuff for me. went far as helping me financially when my expenses went overboard. fed me everyday and night by inviting me to his house--- he cooked for me. all in all..... he was a great friend. i know i don't deserve the nice things he did for me. i didn't ask for them either. he offered to do those stuff. akala ko lang kasi he wants to do it. period. kasi that's how i am din naman. i don't expect people to do me favors if it's any inconvenience for them. kahit na napakalaki pa ng utang na loob nya sa akin. i won't take it against them na di ako mapagbigyan. hmmm...... oh well. i can't please everybody. there are things i can and can't do. there are things i will and will not do. worse... he got pissed kasi i don't want to do his accounting job while he goes on vacation. and that's work. and he took it against me. i'm pissed too. kasi-- mababaw. i am not a bad person. i don't hold grudges. i take people on face value. i don't count friends. i don't label friends. friends don't test friends. *sigh*

miss ko na honeyko. =(

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