haaay naku. i'm in this dilemma na naman. being alone makes one do and think of crazy stuff. i am enjoying this solitary life, no doubt... but temptations to go out with someone i don't even like is really strong. just to have something to do on a friday night or something. how pathetic i do my laundry on a friday night. hehehe. not naman night but after work on fridays. i go to the surrounding malls and plazas here but it would be nice to have someone to go out with sometimes. but most of the time... i really don't like the "idea" of hanging out. i'd rather stay home and watch TV or read a book. nagsawa na rin ako sa gimik sa wakas.

but anyway....................... i am tempted to go out with someone tomorrow. he asked me today pero iniisip ko pa muna maige. i don't want to waste my time actually. and kahit na if i say it's going to be a friendly "date" with no possibility of anything romantic-- men here are different. They don't just want to hang around. Gone are my days of "hanging out" with guys. For some reason talaga, iba mga lalaki dito sa amerika.

si honey ko kasi eh....... waaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!