i am still pissed. yeah. i had earphones all day at work. twice or thrice someone came over to me and told me this and that person was calling my name... nyehehehe. just don't care. anyway-- i went home still pondering on this unfortunate turn of events in my life. i can't quit. it took me 2 years to get this job opportunity. so, i really have no choice but to go with the flow. so, i was watching TV, refusing to take any calls nor reply to any text message... didn't have any appetite whatsoever, scanning the channels for anything good on (2 and 5 both have football grrrr...) and was still grouchy and masungit even if i have no one to be masungit to..... i laughed out loud watching "STUPID BEHAVIORS caught on tape" when this guy bunjee jumped from a 100 ft. high bridge and hit the rocky river on his back... the narrator said he forgot to measure his cord and so stupid to realize that bunjee cords stretch. grabe. napatawa ako ng malakas!

anyway.... i can't stay long in the computer na. my eyes are really hurting na. it's giving me tremendous headaches. been staring at the monitor in the dark the whole day and in between saving 100mb+ files in photoshop, i shut my eyes with tears in it. we can't work in a brighter environment because we can't see the true colors in the monitor. we can't have glares on our monitors.

*sigh* i'm still pissed. not just with work. i'm lost. all i wanted was one little sweet time with my honey... just one lousy phonecall. how hard can that be?