let me whine...

all i do at work is wrong. my boss IS never happy with anything that i do now. he is being too critical of me... in a personal way it seems. i don't know. maybe not. this is getting annoying and irritating already. i am really about to lose my cool. but of course, i am still trying to control my emotions.

this is the MOST unorganised company i ever worked for. never in my entire life have i done as much revisions in 1 day on 1 stupid flyer. they never seemed to agree on anything and everyone has his own opinion and goal and objective. i have surrendered to that fact already many months ago when i realised that. i figured, as long as they are paying me, i just do what i am told to do like any obedient employee is. i do not want to stress myself anymore on things i really have nocontrol over... and if i can do sometihng about it.... my opinion doesn't matter anyway. afterall, i am just a stupid "artist" who know nothing.

there are a few things i like about this job though... just a few things. but really.... i am pretty much DONE with this organization. i don't see myself here in the succeeding shows. the february one will probably be my last. i can't take shit from these kind of people anymore. i give up.

but i am utterly pissed right now.