Really?

kinda sorted out my life in a way... proved i do not have to have someone by my side to be happy. i thought having someone would make a change in my boring life. i knew that for a long time already but i gave it a chance. unofficially broke up with j who was my unofficial boyfriend for a while. though i knew and dated him for a long time... i just don't find anything in him i could be happy about. i was just wasting my time really... and his. there was no point in doing something that is irrelevant to my life and doesn't even spark up my soul.

i am not sad. i don't feel anything at all. just back to where i was before. nobody to reckon with. nobody to consider.

i am considering moving out of this guest house i am renting and share an apartment with a friend. that means i can save upto $400 a month if i do that, plus i'll do laundry at home, have cable channels again, have decent food, kakwentuhan ng kalokohan, etc. Downside is, the place isn't that OK. It's not going to be as quiet as it's a main street down in Alhambra. I am considering. But not really keen on it. I will have to decide which is more important for me... my privacy or $400.