final chapter

i blew my top yesterday when J picked up his ibook he asked that i fix. i really didn't want to see him anymore but i felt i needed to help him with his mac. he's unbelievable. totally self-absorbed that i detest the thought of him. just that the more i think of the possibility of having a relationship with him because he's there, the more that i think that i'd rather not be in a relationship with someone who has no clue at all. what's wrong about wanting someone who would be according to my specifications? would it be too much to ask that i get the support i need? someone who would appreciate what i do? what i believe in? what i liked? well, anyway.... i am so tired of him ruining my day already.

nothing eventful happening in my life... just trying to survive, be happy and pass the time.