endless cycle~

Last week, 2 employees were laid-off from work. Last friday, 2 people resigned. I can't believe this. 3 KEY people. I do not know how to make of this.. sad thing is... I paid for legal services already to do my labor certificate under this company. I need this company operational at least for a year. I doubt they'd still be in business for another year. And my boss is so grumpy.. maybe because he is stressed or whatever. This afternoon, he screamed at me... and i gave him my famous dagger-look and he calmed down. but still... it is so damn confusing with nothing to work on. he just tells me do this and that with really nothing substantial to create from. I am distressed and at the same time panicking. I am in total confusion on what to do next. Looking for another job is not easy... + it's going to be added expense AGAIN. *sigh*

Totally distressed. If someone would pick a fight on me now... this is the BEST time. I feel totally warfreaky now.