in between packing, drinking and TV....

i watched ER since first season, and am watching it right now... last week, Abby and Luka had a tender moment after a very trying day at the ER. Luka had just broken up with Sam and was quite confused. Abby was.. well being Abby. Episode tonight started with them being in bed togetherthe morning after. Camera showing her assessing where she was and looking confused seeing Luka beside her in his bed. Then she started thinking. By the look at her facial expressions, she was saying... "what now?" or "what was i thinking?" or "what mess did i put myself into?"

When i watch scenes like this, makes me think. Why we sometimes go ahead with emotions anyways, despite how we truly feel about things. Granted, there was some attraction between them first time they met. But Abby was with John Carter at that time, and Luka was just a confused Croatian fresh from volunteer work in Africa. Makes me think if emotions were really involved or just lust. Makes sex so like fastfood. It's junk and so cheap.

Anyway... just a very interesting thought. And what they say... if you haven't experienced it, you have no right to judge people.

Ohh.. my move? Still ongoing. Confused and overwhelmed. What all my friends are telling me? Ooohhh nice, i can go to hawaii now. :D